Chapter 10
Present Day
Whatever happens life has to go on! right? Im not living a routine. Its like im stuck in a day, that i live the same day over and over and its boring. I was a traveler, not anymore. I was an adventurer, a guitarist, a fighter, but not anymore. Good things happen, bad things happen, sometimes, i wish there was a reset button on our lives, or atleast a shut down button.
Lucky are the ones who gets to spend their life time with their first love. Im starting to believe in fate. Maybe its fate that puts me and her together, when everything looked grim and impossible. Maybe its fate that made me break up with her, to make me realize, i could never be real happy without her and maybe that made me realize i could never love anyone or anything more than i could love her. Maybe its fate thats mend her with a freak, so that she still is unmarried until now. If it was meant to be, she would have been married of, atleast 10 months before, but here we are. After all, i realized one does'nt need to be happy to live. One thing im certain is that, if Im not worthy to be in a relationship with the person i love the most, if I dont care enough for the person that i value the most, I will never be worthy for anyone else. Thats the positive i take out from the whole experience, eventhough it seems to be a negative. The self realization, the knowledge of who you are. The knowledge, of your limits. Thats worth a lot !!
Present Day
Whatever happens life has to go on! right? Im not living a routine. Its like im stuck in a day, that i live the same day over and over and its boring. I was a traveler, not anymore. I was an adventurer, a guitarist, a fighter, but not anymore. Good things happen, bad things happen, sometimes, i wish there was a reset button on our lives, or atleast a shut down button.
Lucky are the ones who gets to spend their life time with their first love. Im starting to believe in fate. Maybe its fate that puts me and her together, when everything looked grim and impossible. Maybe its fate that made me break up with her, to make me realize, i could never be real happy without her and maybe that made me realize i could never love anyone or anything more than i could love her. Maybe its fate thats mend her with a freak, so that she still is unmarried until now. If it was meant to be, she would have been married of, atleast 10 months before, but here we are. After all, i realized one does'nt need to be happy to live. One thing im certain is that, if Im not worthy to be in a relationship with the person i love the most, if I dont care enough for the person that i value the most, I will never be worthy for anyone else. Thats the positive i take out from the whole experience, eventhough it seems to be a negative. The self realization, the knowledge of who you are. The knowledge, of your limits. Thats worth a lot !!
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